Cellar Dwelling |
My
name is Eliza, Eliza Marshall, and I live in Bayton Street. We live in a
cellar. I pay a shilling a week for it. Nobody lives with us. Not now. What do
I do? I do nothing and no, I have no mother. I live with my little sisters.
There’s three of us. The youngest is going fifteen. The other’s sixteen. I’m
turned eighteen. It’s cold, even in summer. There’s a range when we can get
coal but we can’t always afford it. Sometimes we get given a bit. If the
neighbours have owt to spare. Damp runs down walls. You can’t keep owt. It
all goes black. And there’s bedbugs. They
smell quite nice. I don’t like them. No. But you can squash them if you catch
them. What you must do is scrub beds
down with paraffin and water, but they get into blankets and there’s nowt you
can do about that. My sisters work. They’re spinners an all. I have two and six
a week from town. That pays rent and a bit more but I can’t go out to work. Not
now.
Yard off Meadow Lane |
I were born in Doncaster. I were nine when we
came to Leeds. We’d no father so we all had to work one way and another. Later, we’d a stepfather but he were a great
big waste of space. Great big lump of a waste of space. He’d take money and
drink it. We lived on Meadow Lane first and I worked at Marshalls. Same name as me. That big mill with great pillars outside. I thought I were going to church first day it
were that strange. Like a palace or something. Then I went to Burgess’s in Lady
Lane. That were where I learned to spin.
I worked from six in morning till seven at
night. There were a knocker upper went down street but you’d to pay him a penny
a week so we didn’t always do it. Besides, everyone else in house were running
up and down stairs so you’d hear them anyway. Nobody slept in. I got three
shillings a week and then three and six. After a bit Mr Warburton took over. I were a good worker
so he set me on to doing five to nine. Five in morning till nine at night. You
got half an hour for your dinner which you brought with you and heated up. And
you knocked off at five on Saturdays. That were good.
Workers in Marshall's Mill |
I weren’t lame then. I had
my strength very well while we worked from six to seven. I had my health very
well till I took from five to nine. My
sister were well an all. She began to fail when we began long hours. I were
just turned ten when I began long hours She were turned nine. I tried
to leave. I were like killed wi it. My legs were like to break in two. It were work and hours together and always having to stop flyers wi your knees.
It were having to crook your knees to stop flying shuttle as much as owt else. It were heavy and it went
that fast and it clattered against your legs and you couldn’t rest.
Marshall's Mill |
Our mother tried to find work for us at
Wilkinsons. Wilkinsons were better.But
Warburton said I must come back and work for him. I asked Wilkinson what I should do and he said I should go an
all. I didn’t know but they were hand in glove at that time. He said Warburton
weren’t happy to lose a good worker and he were right. So Warburton asked for
me and Wilkinson made me go. What could I do?
It were after I went back that he knocked me
down. Warburton. He hadn’t struck me since I were little. He strapped me many a
time then. It were a common thing for him to beat hands then. I’d been glad
to get away from him. But not long after I went back, he came in and he were
that vexed with me for having left him that he just walked up to me and hit me
with flat of his hand and sent me flying against my machine. I slid down onto floor and lay there looking
up at him. I couldn’t think. He knocked thoughts clean out of my head and I
don’t think I've been same since. Mind you I were that weak I were soon
knocked down.
I were about eleven when I started to go
lame. By the time I were seventeen I couldn’t work in factory. It were just as
well because my mother were ill by then. She
got very ill and I had to mind her. When
she died my stepfather walked out and left us to fend for ourselves. He said we weren't his and that were true enough.
Timble Bridge |
I used to go to Sunday school so I could read
a bit. I were learning to write and I could sew. When I couldn’t work in
factory any more I thought maybe I could be a dressmaker. I went to Mrs Darley of
Timble Bridge to learn. Where that tall house is, near bridge end. But then my mother fell ill so I had to give that
up. And then I were very poorly myself. I’ve never been able to go backwards
and forwards since.
The
iron is so heavy. It supports me so that I can stand up but I don’t feel any
stronger. Sometimes I’m a bit better and then again another day, I can hardly stir.
My sister says we should move closer to
Timble Bridge so that I can start sewing again. There's money in sewing. But lessons cost half a
guinea a year and besides I don’t want
to move. We’ve lived here seven year. We have friends here to help us if we
need them. If my sisters need them. I shouldn’t like to leave them. Where would you be without your friends? No. I
shouldn’t like to leave them behind.
If you would like to read more short stories, I have a couple of small collections available on Kindle
A Quiet Afternoon in the Museum of Torture
and
Stained Glass.
If you would like to read more short stories, I have a couple of small collections available on Kindle
A Quiet Afternoon in the Museum of Torture
and
Stained Glass.